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7:57 PM

I have always been under the pressure of being a strong and independent icon of womanhood, and without making it look like my whole life is revolving around some man in some part of the world, but loving someone and being loved means so much to me.
Is it a co-incidence that I am always in a place where I wait, literally and otherwise in the month of Love? If you remember the posts from last year - Sugar Love and Anticipate , I was in a similar place then. What is with waiting and me and February? It is almost like a Deja Vu which completes one full circle and puts me in the same place.
While I don't believe in dedicating just a single day out of the other 364 days to love, instead I'd rather celebrate every single day making my tomorrow better than today where we wont have to wait for big days to be happy, but small moments would suffice. But when do you know it's love and it's here to stay?
If you've watched Pulp Fiction a thousand times (I might be exaggerating just a bit) like me, you'd stop every time Mia answers this very question.
Mia : "That's when you know you've found somebody special. When you can just shut the fuck up for a minute and comfortably enjoy the silence."
The month seems to be very special for all those in love. Speaking of which, I haven't had the luck to be on the better side of this very intriguing chapter but I have met some beautiful people on my way. Like Celine, my favorite woman from the Before Trilogy admits, I too have fallen in love with a lot of people, I have fallen out of love too, but if you ask me to forget them? I wont. Each of them even though isn't in my life, has left me with a life lesson. And I would remember them for that. You can never replace anyone because everyone is made up of such beautiful specific details.

Talking of which, this waiting seems legit. No sure if this is to find that right person or to have that person get to my side of the world. I think I can only fall in love when I know everything about that person-the way he's going to do his hair, which shirt would he wear that day, knowing exactly what he'd say next, finishing his incomplete stories in a given situation. I'm sure that's when I know I'm really in love.

From last February to now a lot has changed though. From moving back to Delhi to Breviloquent officially turning ONE and meeting a lot of people who are filling up the chapters for me, it has been one beautiful read.
I hope you are having a beautiful week and have that special person next to you when you read this.


SR Store White Crochet Flare Dress , Lavie Punk Studs , Heel and Buckle London Heels.
Photography by Ankit Mathur

Devyani Kapoor - Chief poser and creative director of Breviloquent, Devyani lives her life in Black and white with no shade of Grey. A cat lady and a lover of all things vintage, she likes to solo travel and meet new stories and share them while downing coffee and cake. A fashion girl, she prefers going by her personal style than with what's trending. 
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